souls are sold separately

Ever had the thought you influence the next step of your life? we want people to fight for us but what is worth fighting for? We run faster and faster until we're alone and the reason is because we're scared of what may happen whether its the next best thing or disrupts us. Truth is once in a while we all worry about what happens next, the future is unpredictable and can screw us over but thats no reason to dwell as we should live for now. Its time to stop believing what everyone else tells you because they are not you. You have the power of change and can explore the heights of the sky, the depth of the sea and the width of the universe. The choice is yours. People will always leave and they're best left in the past as they are not worth the valuable time you have because 70 years isn't forever, just enough time to breath.

somewhere a clock is ticking

Well 2009 has been unpredictable but thats surprising in so many forms that its changed my beliefs to understand that you cant choose the life you want to lead and its direction changes as the days do from monday to sunday- each to their own. still this can be positive. But if this meant each moment is a time bomb where do we draw the line not to be attached because losing everything means we're left with nothing, a mistake that has to be made in order to become a stronger person. The time bomb explodes each new year and usually depending on how we ended it effects how we start 2010 but karma doesnt last forever and one day you'll rise to the occassion and fly to make everything fall into place. Just like a puzzle, the last piece will find its own way eventually just like time fixes things, and as for the bomb there isnt one unless you make one. Dont let the little things get in the way of your dreams because people will still love you through the anger in their eyes because of what you did and the difference we made together.

After all, you only live once.

On this note I would just like to say;

Merry Christmas & A Happy New Year

With Love

Victoria

xxx

My new year will be spent skiing in Austria and so whatever you do this new years make it special, you never know whats around the corner...

secrets are made to be found out in time

A picture speaks a thousand words until nothing is left unsaid. They tell us stories and remind us of what something or someone used to mean and if they was no photos we'll miss out on more than you'll ever know. We hold onto something forgotten making us miss our past and forgetting our future? They help us move on and take chances. Similar to old messages, these photographs are better left behind with the person you used to be no matter. Whoever you were people respect you for what you did whether you were well known or a shadow. For that reason, they'll always be apart of your past and surely they are grateful for that. Were all here for a reason, mostly to have affect on someones life which can shape theirs for a short or long period of time. However, we have been apart of each other therefore photos cannot lie unless a smile is hidden. A smile has no words cause it takes our breath away for one moment but when that moment has past we have nothing. It's bad enough life is constantly changing direction but it's even worse when someone leaves and gives up on you. We expand from the cocoon into beautiful butterflies free to live life the way we wish, respect the paths people take and let go so dreams can come true. I wont let go and I dont understand why you will...

The View From Here Is Breathtaking

There are ghosts in the eyes of all the boys you sent away...

I made a wish that weekend, just like you told me to and it was one moment which left me afraid more than ever. I turned and your eyes glistened like sapphires, they glittered and glowed just like angels. I closed my eyes in hope you could hear my whispering wish but the touch of your hand had a burning sensation which flooded a river of escasty through every inch of my suffering body and then it was complete. I never thought it would feel like this and it was then my mind wandered into a black hole full of revelations that without his presense her life began to crumble and the dark days of which layed ahead looked bleaker than death itself. His heartbreaking smile torched my lungs as they lacked for air, and so their his dark shadow stood below the pouring rain catching every kiss I vowed never to forget. It was then I knew this was meant to be- forever and almost always

I'll never forget last weekend; i love you tom hill :)

Even Fairy Tale Characters Would Be Jealous

They say love is blind but someone special proved me wrong, but the term friendships are blind is something im willing to believe. Friends are suppose to be elements of fate its how we bond and grow into something much stronger than nature. Theres a time and place where we fear isolation from the people we love most, Im guessing its just one of those days. However, days turn into weeks and the gap between people takes its toll. So friendships are blind due to consequences that follow, the break down of trust to the clash between separate personalities, in conclusion nothing makes sense no more, there are no answers- I guess its life and its flaws that follow. God gave us angels so they could be apart of our lives and protect us, eventually this fades and only becomes apart of our memories. That isnt enough for this girl, so tonights the night the world begins again

Echoes, Silence, Patience & Grace

A broken promise is just like a scar, it haunts you and remains there for a lifetime. Its something we never forget and even most of the time never forgive. Even in the people we trust the most once a promise has been broken its all we see. A flaw which remains in all of us and can even crush us. I dont understand it, how can people make promises then break them. Its okay if you have a genuine reason, otherwise its not even worth saying in the first place. And do these thoughts ever float away, I dont know but I'd like to think they do, like a cloud so they can disappear and be non-existent. "Lifes a bitch sometime" too true for my liking, I just want justice and for once, I want someone to keep their promises. You cant get everything you want, like a big house with a porch swing and you dont even get the choice on whether to pay the bills this month but you should have the choice to keep a promise. If a promise isnt kept, you maybe letting the down one of the most important people of your life and for that you may lose everything that ment something- a friend, a family member, or sometimes even a stranger.

I heard that you were trouble, but I couldn't resist ;]

Now this is a good song :)

HALF TERM :)