secrets are made to be found out in time

A picture speaks a thousand words until nothing is left unsaid. They tell us stories and remind us of what something or someone used to mean and if they was no photos we'll miss out on more than you'll ever know. We hold onto something forgotten making us miss our past and forgetting our future? They help us move on and take chances. Similar to old messages, these photographs are better left behind with the person you used to be no matter. Whoever you were people respect you for what you did whether you were well known or a shadow. For that reason, they'll always be apart of your past and surely they are grateful for that. Were all here for a reason, mostly to have affect on someones life which can shape theirs for a short or long period of time. However, we have been apart of each other therefore photos cannot lie unless a smile is hidden. A smile has no words cause it takes our breath away for one moment but when that moment has past we have nothing. It's bad enough life is constantly changing direction but it's even worse when someone leaves and gives up on you. We expand from the cocoon into beautiful butterflies free to live life the way we wish, respect the paths people take and let go so dreams can come true. I wont let go and I dont understand why you will...

The View From Here Is Breathtaking

There are ghosts in the eyes of all the boys you sent away...

I made a wish that weekend, just like you told me to and it was one moment which left me afraid more than ever. I turned and your eyes glistened like sapphires, they glittered and glowed just like angels. I closed my eyes in hope you could hear my whispering wish but the touch of your hand had a burning sensation which flooded a river of escasty through every inch of my suffering body and then it was complete. I never thought it would feel like this and it was then my mind wandered into a black hole full of revelations that without his presense her life began to crumble and the dark days of which layed ahead looked bleaker than death itself. His heartbreaking smile torched my lungs as they lacked for air, and so their his dark shadow stood below the pouring rain catching every kiss I vowed never to forget. It was then I knew this was meant to be- forever and almost always

I'll never forget last weekend; i love you tom hill :)

Even Fairy Tale Characters Would Be Jealous

They say love is blind but someone special proved me wrong, but the term friendships are blind is something im willing to believe. Friends are suppose to be elements of fate its how we bond and grow into something much stronger than nature. Theres a time and place where we fear isolation from the people we love most, Im guessing its just one of those days. However, days turn into weeks and the gap between people takes its toll. So friendships are blind due to consequences that follow, the break down of trust to the clash between separate personalities, in conclusion nothing makes sense no more, there are no answers- I guess its life and its flaws that follow. God gave us angels so they could be apart of our lives and protect us, eventually this fades and only becomes apart of our memories. That isnt enough for this girl, so tonights the night the world begins again

Echoes, Silence, Patience & Grace

A broken promise is just like a scar, it haunts you and remains there for a lifetime. Its something we never forget and even most of the time never forgive. Even in the people we trust the most once a promise has been broken its all we see. A flaw which remains in all of us and can even crush us. I dont understand it, how can people make promises then break them. Its okay if you have a genuine reason, otherwise its not even worth saying in the first place. And do these thoughts ever float away, I dont know but I'd like to think they do, like a cloud so they can disappear and be non-existent. "Lifes a bitch sometime" too true for my liking, I just want justice and for once, I want someone to keep their promises. You cant get everything you want, like a big house with a porch swing and you dont even get the choice on whether to pay the bills this month but you should have the choice to keep a promise. If a promise isnt kept, you maybe letting the down one of the most important people of your life and for that you may lose everything that ment something- a friend, a family member, or sometimes even a stranger.

I heard that you were trouble, but I couldn't resist ;]

Now this is a good song :)

HALF TERM :)

The Worst Day Since Yesterday

Inspiration and Opportunities are taken for granted, and more importantly what happened to just living a dream? Ideas arent just ideas, they are roads to success. The term "Your Art Matters" will not shout to you unless you believe in change. Change is terrifying, and sometimes it scares me so much I blackout from life just so I can breathe. I dont miss not having the choice to change my course in life, I just wish someone helped me prepare for this stage in my life. Does life have no guidance, are we suppose to learn from our mistakes? And what happens if we're in to deep to be rescued? I dont know, all I know is I have someone, just like Peyton has Lucas and if that was not to work out my life would fall apart, and the inspiration would have fallen with it

The world cant change but you can...

ahhhhhhh and it autumn people. Time for me to collect my nuts and berries to enter hibination. I don't like being inbetween the main season of winter and summer, just something about it that makes me feel inbetween in life. Theres something magical about love in the summer and the beauty of winter. However, the seasons of spring and autumn represent birth and death, two daunting parts of life I'd rather remain a taboo subject. Recently I have pondered across the universe with my thoughts, one of which left me feeling uneasy- why dont people listen no more.
Are people so far up their own jackside to not take to heart what people say. I know in some cases this is bad but what if they are just looking out for your health and own-well being? If a friend said nothing, they arent exactly living up to their roles. The barriers we create to keep people out will only produce isolation within ourselves. Does this mean there cannot be relationships or friendships in the future?
The American Dollar quotes "In God We Trust" how about a revolution and we start to agree with "In Lovers We Trust" or "In Friends We Trust". Certain people need to let go and begin to relate to others, finding out other peoples stories can inspire us to do something different with our lives. Maybe thats the change we all need. No, not need- must.


And finally, Austria isnt long away and so I got my helmet a few days ago :)



I adore it, and cant wait to be on the slopes once again